I wake up. First things first – where am I? I’ve given up on figuring out what day it is. Tuesday could be Friday, Sundays might as well be Wednesdays. Every morning I wake up and ask myself, “where are you?”
I have always had weird dreams ever since I [...]
Why is it I feel more comfortable in alone, in a hostel, in a city as foreign to me as wearing a uniform for the first time, than anywhere else?
It’s raining outside. The kind of rain that makes me think some sort of god is trying to wash away our sins – [...]
I realized after my last few posts that I haven’t really updated where I am and what I’m doing these days. I got an email from a family friend asking what side of the equator I’m on? This made me laugh until I realized it’s kind of a legitimate question.
I’m currently in Santa [...]
Santa Maria, Ca
Just after posting the previous entry I decided to make some tea. I opened up my super antioxidant organic green tea and the little paper tab attached to the bag, like a little fortune, says:
I am beautiful
I am bountiful
I am blissful
Maybe the universe is reading my blog. Maybe that should be [...]
Posted in Homeless, Uncategorized on April 29th, 2009 1 Comment »
Santa Maria, Ca
I’m lonely. Or I think I’m lonely. Or maybe I’m homesick. Or just sick of not having a home. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know what I want. That’s bullshit. I know exactly what’s wrong with me and I know exactly what [...]